I want to...

Hate you....

Why do I fail everytime???
I search , so hard… to find reasons… to hate you…
To find excuses to convince myself you are not right for me….
Why do you convince me otherwise… every second I spend with you… and break my heart…. Everytime!

Fair or Not?

Is it fair that he turns to one for Love and to another for Lust? Is it still fair when you know you meet his need for Lust and not Love?

Is it fair to you when all you need is just an excuse to be with him knowing the pain... knowing he is walking over you like broken glass shattering you with every step...

Will you be able to gather yourself knowing you were nothing to him and knowing he never saw you any other way than a basic need? Did you bring this on yourself? Or is this all you deserve?? I know you're tired of the pain... tired of Life...

Take time... and it'll be alright

Goodbye...

Its weird how i miss ppl whom i never particularly cared for...
Even stranger is the absolute feeling of detachment when a person very dear to you bids goodbye..

Strange are the ways of this world... even stranger the way we respond to a situation...